u Give me a break man, going up my limit. Sooner or later if this continue I will do something which I don't wish to do and happen. It may seem is me who is changing or sort, all I could say my change is not by coincidence but driven by you people. Enough of nonsense and trouble, it may sound hurtful but all this is what you cannot see. If one day everything come to an end don't blame me but yourself. Give up some many thing for you and what I having now is it what I deserve? Selfishness is what I am sensing now, do something before is too late. If one blow is given I can asure it will finish me and hit my limit. I had enough!
This week seem to see a lot of people who used to be my close one. When I see them I feel guilty? Well not many people know what happen but it is the past. Trying to move on but is not easy man. Time passes so fast that without you noticing it, it already passed few months or even years. After those incidents it make me feel like it is my fault to make them what they are today. Maybe if those things did not happen or I did not appear in their life they would be in a better state.
After those incident I still did not learn my lesson but to make the same mistake. What am I thinking man. Feeling so lost and emo this few days but thing still have to come to an end. Monday going to my new camp I need to bring myself up in order to carry on, I hope I can do it.
Sorry is all I can say but I know is no use as I had hurt you all too deep. Sorry.
It been sometime since I last blog. Phew!! Sorry for all that man. As I been busy with my NS which limit me to time. Every time come back from camp I alway feel so tired and too lazy to do anything..Haha.. Alright some update about me. Firstly, wish Yi Lin again a very HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY and glad that you like the stuff we get for you. Next, today is Xuan Birthday so a happy birthday to you too. Following up, this week, mark the last week for me in BSLC. so happy that I work so hard and it is coming to an end. Finally, yesterday went with HC to a sing competiton host by Youthbox. I sang 当你孤单你会想起谁, though I did pretty well. I hope I can pass this audition as this is my so call virgin competiton.
Believe in yourself and drive out and obstacle in front of you
u Today is the last day of my holiday, which mean tomorrow is back to army life. Oh well just have to endure I guess. Tomorrow must wake up around 530am and prepare to go to my new camp (pasir laba camp) which is at west side =.=. During holiday have some chalet and I enjoyed it. Haha. Maybe I should organise this more often. Beside chalet I also been using my laptop and playing Final Fantasy VIII (FF8). It a game I used to played during my secondary life (PS1 time), it so fun and I love it. But now like only weekend can play. Haha.
A song (Eye On Me) from FF8. Used to be my favourite
u Yes today went to get my very first laptop. The price was reasonable ($898) so I decided to purchase it. Haha. But abit got scam as they told me the ram was 3G but in the end I received it as 2G. So I went to complain and yes they agree it was 3G and was sorry for that. In the end still need me bring down the laptop to SimLim to let them upgrade, so ma fan!! Next, tomorrow is the chalet which i booked. This time will have a different feel I guess. Lesser people? More fun? Who care. Haha so long all of us is enjoying will do.
Btw here are some of the photos took during my POP!!!
u 09/09/09 mark the day i no longer a recruit. From a civilian to a trained solider, from a recruit to a private. It was a memorable time at Tekong, the people, the place and the activities we had done. During the journey in this 3 months I had think of a lot of stuff. Until now I have not regret making of my choice ever since I saw something. Choice had been made and it difficult for us to change anything. Having the same group of friend I know we will still face each others but can we go back to what we used to be? I doubt so. Maybe it best we stay at what we are now, it maybe the best solution for us. I hope my friends will agree with me. Not to side me but accept my decision.
Next, I had booked a chalet on the 14-16 Sep. Thing going to be fun I guess. First time going chalet with Di guess will be something different compare to what I used to have. Of course not leaving out my best buddies. I hope to see you all there too =]. It been a long time since I last have a gathering with all of you. See ya people~
u Alright back to action! Haha.. Counting down to 9 Sep 2009 that the day I will finish my BMT. But sian la this week I have to do my sit test and somehow burn away my weekend (should be evening then come back to mainland). Anyway just jiayou ba! Today went to have a family lunch at Cineleisure Suki Sushi. The food was alright and if still have the chance I will still go back. After the lunch went back alone and so coincidence I saw CW at tampines control station then pei him go do his spec for NS Life Range. Finally tomorrow Di is having his exam so let wish him will do well and score with flying colour. Jia You ba!!!
